Thinking Of You



Posted: Saturday, February 05, 2011

by Rosemary King

We used to have a close relationship ... God and I.

We would talk for hours about everything and anything.  Sharing my most guarded secrets and confiding my most intimate thoughts, He never judged me.  He would just listen.

We used to spend every day together - and Sundays, those were the days I felt closest to Him. No matter what, He was there.

When I had my cancer scare, He was there reassuring me.  When I found myself stranded on the darkest and most desolate road at 2 in the morning, He found me and showed me the way out.  When I went through a bout of sadness and depression, He comforted me and talked me through it.

He was always there, He was my best friend.

But somehow between raising teenagers, trying to find myself and just getting caught up in everyday life - we lost touch.  I haven't heard from Him in years now.

Every once in awhile I find myself thinking about Him.  I tried reaching out to Him a couple of times, but something has always held me back.  I don't know, maybe I am embarrassed by the way my life has turned out, or maybe I think He just won't like me anymore -  but for some reason I just can't seem to take that first step.

I miss Him though.
This Article has been viewed 153 times. (Not updated in real-time.)
Top-level comments on this article: (0 total)
No comments yet.
We want your comments! If you can read this, you don't have javascript enabled, so you can't use this comment system. Please enable javascript.